midnighter210

Right now there is something currently going on in my persona life that may affect whether or not I will be able continue to participate. in this community or post more of my artwork, I just want to say that if this does happen that I will sincerly miss all of you who have lent their support and guidence. I will try to continue on my current project as usual and I will give updates on  the situation as they progress.

You do not know how hard these last few days have been; I've been looking for a job for quite awhile, and I found one the manager was willing to give me a shot despite the fact I don't have much experience, he said there was something special about me. And then I got offered another job; closer to where I live probably better pay and better hours and less demanding so I could work on my art. I took the better job and I hate myself soooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much right now. The first time I run across someone who has an ounce of respect for me as a person and I pretty much piss all over him for a better oppprtunity. I am a complete Jackass.

Haven't slept for about sixteen hours, experiencing the normal of being awake this long; bloodshot eyes, a general lethargy, and a slight buring sensation in my eyes. My insomnia stems from a number of problems (I believe) but I gues you can say as a whole it's caused by stress.